this is just insane.
I simply cannot choose what path i want to go on.
Do i want to do the smaller path? The same journey i have traveled on for 3 years?

Or do i want to try something new? Where everything changes throughout the year?

And its like, i have no idea what either path will do. How they will shape me, how they will help prepare me for my future ahead.

I simply don't know what to do- and it terrifies me.

I feel like if i pick one and not the other, i'll be making a horrible mistake- yet i can't define what that mistake might be.
Gahhh.